Monday, April 24, 2017

Portfolio Assignment 8 - Portfolio Summary

Throughout this course, my perspective on the world has been enlightened and changed. Below, I will share a little bit about the lessons that had the biggest impact on me and my future role as a teacher. This is my portfolio summary; I hope you enjoy.

Don’t Get Caught Up in a Single Story
Near the beginning of the semester, we watched a TED talk about the danger of a single story. It discussed how people sometimes take the limited information they have about one culture and apply it to all the people in that culture. I didn’t realize how much I limited groups of people in this way until we began to delve into different minorities and their stereotypes. Through our class discussions and cultural experiences, I gradually began to see people in a new light, viewing them as unique individuals rather than part of a group. Now, I seek to develop this skill further in my life as it will be vital in my classroom. My students will have a wide spectrum of identities and my classroom must be a place where they feel safe and valued for their distinct personalities and abilities. Race, ethnicity, immigration status, class, religion, ability, gender, and sexual orientation are aspects of identity, but they do not completely define an individual. No one is a single story.

Recognize Privilege, Then Use It for Good
I never realized the extent of my privilege as a white, middle class American. It was difficult to come to recognize my privilege as it required me to let go of the notion that I am completely responsible for my own success. Before, I believed firmly in the American Dream and in meritocracy. Our discussion on white privilege in lesson 4 helped me to realize the level of racism that still exists in this country and the advantages that being white affords. I was very disrupted because I was not sure what to do about it. Then I saw a video on Facebook called Cracking the Codes: Joy DeGruy, A Trip to the Grocery Store. In it, a woman who looks white stands up for her black friend, pointing out the racism happening so that something would be done about it. This was a great example of using one’s white privilege for good and gave me hope in using the power I have to benefit the people around me, especially my future students.

I Will Never Be a Judge in Israel
This was a phrase used by my professor in one of our lessons that really stood out to me. Several weeks earlier, I had attended a USGA meeting that made me ponder a lot of things. I experienced many disruptions while there, including the fact that there are many paths for LDS, LGBTQ people, and that it is not my place to judge any of them. For a while, I struggled to understand LGBTQ people’s place in God’s plan. Then Dr. Draper told the story about her bishop questioning her about whether she believed her queer son was sinning and she responded, “I will never be a judge in Israel.” The choices and lifestyles that other people make and live will never be something we need to worry about. We tend to want to classify people and we ask personal questions in order to do so. Sometimes, you don’t need to know. Ultimately, our only job in terms of other people is to love them. This will be especially important in the classroom. I cannot let my moral judgments cloud my view of my students. My job is to love them and to help them succeed by creating a safe, non-judgmental space to learn in.
           
Social Justice Is for Me
When this course began, the term “social justice” heavily disrupted me. Years of negative political jargon filled my mind and I rejected what I thought social justice entailed. Over the course of the semester, I slowly learned what social justice truly means and began to break down the walls that prevented me from fully accepting the term into my own ideology. I learned that certain minorities suffer disadvantages created and maintained by the culture of power and that an equity-based classroom system can help those minorities have the tools necessary to succeed. I learned that no one wants to be pitied and that in order to move past this level on the Biddle scale, I need to get to know people of different discourses so that I can expand my own. Before, I felt like I would never be able to reach nurturance, the highest level on the Biddle scale. While reading Oddly Normal, there was one section near the end that stood out to me. Joseph’s dad was talking about the unique attributes that Joseph has because of his identity and what he’s been through. There was a line that said something like “maybe we should start looking at what they offer to the world.” In reading this clear example of nurturance, I found myself thinking “I think I can get there.” Because of this class, I now have the base understanding needed to become an advocate and an ally for minorities in my community and especially in my classroom. I can strive to see my students for what they offer to the world and show them what I learn. I can share what I’ve learned about my students with the administration and encourage them to enact change. Indeed, social justice is for me.

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